Meet my new hobby…

August 28…20 days past since my last post….What have I become…lazy..no….much more than that…Actually I’ve been flooded with all my educational stuff you-know-what…and last week was my mid-sem break…so that’ll make a very good excuse for not updating…ok..ok..enough with all those jibber-jabber-teeter-tooter…On to the topic..

Don’t try this at home: S**T, F**K, S.O.B.,D**N,—>It’s my cliche (lately)

Yea, yea…I know it s something not so pleasing…but lately it has become part of me, especially during this hectic period I’m experiencing right now…

Please help me get rid of all this so-not-me behaviour….I’m obviously a good guy and everyone knows that and you can see that clearly from my innocent look…(ahaha…crap)

There are many ISLAMIC way of expressing your feelings, frustration, dissatisfaction and such…Innalillah, Allahuakbar, Subhanallah,… It is all there but am I practicing it or do we??… Most of you does I know….

p/s:few days to Ramadhan….a lot of things to improve before then….

Its Coming!!

WARNING!!! This post Contains a huge amount of RANTS…Please click the button (x) at top corner of your window to avoid wasting your time…Thank You…

huhu…I’ll be having a week holiday week from now but I’ll definitely NOT going to be happy as I usually does…The reason?? It’s coming…What??…You know it…Everyone will come to a point where everything they receive make them feel like….ahhh not another one…

Ok lets start with my Final Year Projects…I don’t want to be specific about my projects, but it got something to do with Power Electronics…I met my Supervisor for a little discussion…I need to know the thing in much details all the requirements, methods, application and all that…Okay, to make the story short, here’s what he said…

You’re getting late you know? You suppose to come and see me with the design, simulation, etc..Are you sure you can do this? By now you should be able to use all the knowledge you learn before…Okay here’s the deal…One week from now, I want you to come and see me with your proposed design and the simulation as well…Otherwise just forget this…

Ohhh…crappp!!..What was that mean…you’re clever enough to guess…Yes I’ll fail my Final Year Projects…What’s the consequences?? 1 year extend…cool huhh (NOT!!) Ain’t going to happen though…InsyaAllah.

Okay…next…huhu…It’s everyone’s favorite, Assignments. I have about two, three serious assignment…what was that serious mean?? It’ll involve a little bit of research, studies, programming, thinking, groaning, moaning, and plagiarism (sikit la) off course. All the things is due to be finished after the semester break…Yes I’ll be having an assignments during my supposedly “holiday”…Heaven…

What else, yeahh…my Industrial Training presentation…No matter how much I try to forget about those f**king days i faced during my industrial training, it keep on bugging me. Now I need to present this matter to my lecturer…How am I going to elaborate my work egineeringly, when everything I do got nothing to do with it…Whatever…

What else?? uhh…test and quizzes…Yes. I’ll have one next week and another like three or four after the mid-sem break. Argghhh this is really going to ruin my happy holiday. Leave aside all those assignments earlier…now come mr. test and mrs quizzes, damn it!!

Come to think of, it just a normal thing…everyone will came across it, only how they treat it is different, some might be ignorance, some responsibly handle the matter, So in the end nothing you can do to stop it or avoid it…Just face it…”Cleverly”….

inner me: what am I crapping about…get your f**king as* back to work you Mr. So Busy…

p/s: My uncle will have his walimah this holiday, all this matters really going to kacau my holiday plan…

p/s lagi: If this post wasting your time, you have been warned..

Its karma…

I’m thinking of writing this entry yesterday but…huhh damn tired. Just a day delay wont affect much though…

I’m coming back from this program (no name yet- we’re underground) today yesterday. It’s organized by my course-mate. We aimed to help all those freshies to cope with all the challenges they’re about to encounter..as a universities student. We have experienced three years without anyone looking into…”terabai“…nobody taken care of…so we did not want this history to repeat..

Seeing my comrades leaves one by one…really makes me sad, worries, awful. I think its already more then ten of them. I’m not putting the blame on them nor our seniors..because remember, once we point our thumb to someone else…we’re pointing four other fingers toward our self. So just stop the blame game…It will never end..Human being…

But i kept on wondering. Why this only happens to our Malay?? What makes us flop??…laziness, too much dependent, selfish, cocky…Not being prejudice, racial or what…it’s a fact that the number of Malays, Bumis are shrinking in side our local U. Yes “our” local universities….Something really needs to be done real quick to undo this shrinking figures, next intake.

Okay..back to the program…simply said its a mentor- mentee program but its not academics oriented. It’s just helping them to deal with the situation inside the universities, sharing our experience. I had to admit, I’m not that good enough to be their mentor as me myself doesn’t find a lot of success here. But I hope by sharing them our flop will makes them top. Acedemics side…let the lecturer do it…we already had a few lecturers ready to cooperate…

I really respect all my friends who works very hard to make this things happen. Even with this tiniest efford, without anyone noticing..will contribute something to our people. Muslims more specifically…In the end of the day…we do hope that this effort will benefit both side.

For once in my life i want to be useful to our society, our religion. Cuz…

I’m finding it hard to care about anything these days. In fact the only thing I do care about is the fact that I can’t care about anything, and it’s seriously worries me…

you’ve heard it somewhere I know…

Hoping for a good things in return….What goes around…comes around…Its karma…

p/s: Sorry for being transparent…wake-up Malays!!..