There’s a new girl in my campus. She’s cute. I just met her and I think I fell for her….and she likes me too. How interesting is that…Maybe you don’t find it interesting but i do…
Her name is Nurul ***** Fatihah that is all i can remember. She’s a student from Vietnam but she’s Muslim. I don’t know what she’s doing here but I think she’s doing some kind of students exchage program or whatever they call it…She studying in the same class of mine..
When we first met, were just talking across the building i’m on this side, she’s on the other…Then slowly she came to me and were doing some chit chatting…what’s your name, what ya doin,etc…from her glance, i think she likes me…Suddenly a friend of mine comming asking for a past year exam’s paper…what a spoil…So i leave her with a very (dengan hati yg berat)..
The weird thing is that she’s staying in a guy’s hostels…She even asked me to accompany her at night for study, in her room bcuz three other mates are male which she feels a little uncomfortable with…All other friends of mine started feeling a lil jelous of me cuz i’m close to this new girl…
“They’re gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do
Because the drugs never work
They’re gonna give you a smirk
‘Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They’re gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine
They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone’ll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they’ll leave you alone, but not me”
…That’s my handphone’s alarm…
SHIT!! Just another dream…Wish it was real…
Why there is such thing as carry mark??.. Now it’s been haunting me whenever i don’t have anything else to think of…Of course the lower one 14.4/20 for High Voltage?? and like 25/40 for Machine Design?? *wtf*..and i find it real hard concentrating when my all my friends started talking about how good their result are (of course due to cheating…)
I’m a type of person who always feel hesitate to “toyol”ling during test/exam…but the problem is, those person who’s doing such thing succeed…argghhh!! I admit i do copy sometimes but not till the extend of grabbing someone else’s paper and copy down the entire damn thing…What was that?? I feel sick of such act…This is just not the right way of being success.
I want to keep my integrity so badly….but all this while, these people around me keep on making me think twice… Still remember when i was studying in Sekolah Agama. I sat next to this girl during an exam, i don’t remember who…maybe she’s looking at me thinking that i’m not able to do it…she willingly giving her toyol …but i rejected it “macho”ly…but that’s a long long time ago…If i receive such offer now, I never think i can refuse…hehe…
My previous paper which I cannot do quite well beginning to interrupt the inner me…The question is very, very easy but i’m not able to do it because i don’t memorize the damn formula…holly s**t…
Exam is unfair!! You’ll score if you’re good at memorizing…Unfortunately i’m not that type of guy…My memory sucks!! I usually takes time to understand something and when i do, it’ll remain in the back of my head for a very long long time..
Well master at memorizing (girls), any tips for a low virtual memory person like me??…haha
p/s: Psychologically I’m a weak person, very weak that i can drop everything of due to a vast amount of psychological attack….(1,2,3… laugh at me…hahaha)
Bagaimana engkau boleh bergembira dengan dunia dan kelazatannya,
wahai orang yang akan hilang nafas dan tenaga.
Engkau akan tenggelam dlm kekurangan wahai orang yang lalai,
sedangkan hari-hari engkau tenggelam dalam kelazatan.
Mati tidak akan mengasihani orang jahil kerana kejahilannya,
dan tidak juga orang yang beriman kerana kepandaiannya.
Mati merupakan satu pintu yang semua manusia berada di dalamnya,
satu gelas yang semua manusia minum dengannya,
dan telaga yang semua manusia mengambil air daripadanya.
p/s: Petikan daripada buku berjudul “MATI”…don’t remember the author…
This is what you do when you don’t have any idea what to blog..
Just found this interesting site. The sketch is very simple but i just love spend my time on it. Above is one of the sample.
It’s a very good for this exam season. You got stressed a lot while doing your study so, why don’t spend some times there…
Did just fine for this paper, Computer Networs. So good by for now Mr. IP adresses, Mr ALOHA protocol, Mr Bellman Ford and the gang…ahaha. Hope I’ll never gonna see you again.
Please bring Mr. Economy in…Okay I’m studying Economy now…Economy and Management of Power Systems more exactly… Schedule to be sited on November the 7th.. Lets fire!!
update (november, 8th)
Now say goodbye to Economy…
I’ll keep on updating this entry until all my paper’s over…
update (november, 13th)
having a paper 24 hours after my birthday??…heaven…all and all another one down so still another two to go…
I’m getting envied to those around me who finished all their papers already. They started doing things they’re best at..psycho..mine?? less than a week left….
OK this paper is called “Design of Electric Machine”…You don’t need to know further…Just let it be our area of expertise…just mind your own thing…haha…So for now, sayonara Machine Design….
Currently, I’m so stuck up to this Legend wannabees saga…lol. It’s Pro Evolution Soccer 2009 (PES 2009) in the town. Just release the mid of October, It has since capture the heart and the fingers of all gamers across my campus until some had a sleepless night and some had a studyless day playing this damn thing.
This is my character inside the game… Look at it carefully, isn’t it looks like me??..haha…I think so. Actually, It has such features that you can scan your own picture, transform it to a virtual playing character and start pursuing your big club ambitions…So for those who always dream to play for a big club..this game is a must..
I’m playing for Tottenham Hotspurs in a process of improving my stats. so later on the big club will start sniffing…Manchester United to be exact…
The difference of this PES compare to the previous release is that you will only need to control one player (that’s you). You’re free to roam across the pitch but it best to stay at your particular position so that you’re not running out of stamina. You will start from below a 17 year old kid…You have to go for a training, inter-squad match, selected for bench and starting the match once you got the managers trust…
Okay that’s it. I’m continuing my gaming in a bid to find the place in MU squad alongside Cristiano Ronaldo. Oh yeaa…I’m not gonna rate this game…Typical me, just go try it and rate it yourself…Choww
p/s: If you don’t understand this post…you’re not a gamers..